• What makes him anything special or important?
• Why would I want to give this man my time and energy?
• Can I trust him, believe in his opinions, or care about his life?
• Will it be in my best interests to follow his blog?

These are great questions that I often wonder myself, and I am Russell Brown…lol.

Let me take you back to the amazing day of November 13 of 1972.  I decided that this was the day that I would come forth, from the belly of a whale of a mother…lol And enter my name and life into this amazing rat race, called earth.  On this day I was the first baby born of Sparrow’s new wing, it happened to be the Dr’s. Birthday, and before you knew it, a screaming, “it” became a Russell Eugene Brown, a son to Ray and Dolly and a younger brother to Annette.

I am amazed at the life that has been lived from that day to this, who in the world would of thought I would have had the experiences of the highs and lows that I have had.  God did, and does know what this goofball will become.  I see myself as an amazing young man, with a heart of Gold, a mind of organized chaos, and a body that always needs improvements…lol.  I have always had a childlike, fun loving, carefree attitude growing up.  I had a child like faith that ALL things were possible, and that love was the answer to ALL things. I always looked to help, to care for, to give my best to whomever and whatever was in need.  I was not the smartest in school, was not the most athletic, was not an artist, but what I was not I sure made up for what I was, I was a talker…boy could I talk and talk.  I loved God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, I loved the Bible, and going to church, I loved playing outside, Star Wars, and my neighbors dogs, I loved my younger sister, scared of my older…lol, and absolutely loved to run.  Man I use to run anywhere, dreaming when I ran, that I was the fastest and could beat anyone.  This was my younger days, where it all began for me.  Then came the teenage years leading to my adulthood.  It seemed that anywhere I would go, things would happen, great things, life would seem to be filled with joy, laughter and just allot of care free enjoyment.  I was the king of my own amusement park, and that park traveled to many places, met a ton of people, and created an amazing group of friends, where some still call me a friend today.

My educational life was filled with it’s fair share of challenges.  I did not take the classical path of 4 years and out and onto 40 years of work and retire, I decided to spread out my college experiences to 3 different Schools, graduated from 2 and could go back and finish the 3rd, but I am to busy creating this…lol…nah, just came to peace that where I am at, does not need that 3rd degree.  I have worked many places, and I truly believe that EVERYONE youth needs to have a food industry experience, whether working in the kitchen, serving, bar tending, expoing, bus boy, hostess, assistant manager, general manager…for here you will learn and grow and put to use all what you have learned to that moment.  You will learn how to succeed with PEOPLE!  And lets say this right here and right now, PEOPLE is where success and failure is.  Now here me, I totally believe that it is YOU that success is defined and lived out, but it is people that will see the success of YOU be a staging point of your outward success or failure.  And it is in the Blog, infuseyou.org that I will give you my best, share the best people, to give you the best opportunity to see your true value and success, and then share it to the world around you.  Listen YOU ARE SUCCESSFUL NOW!!  Now lets take an amazing journey and see what that means and how you can go forth and live that success out, not to impress yourself or others, cause that will happen on its own, but to allow you to truly BE what God created you to BE…SUCCESS in motion.

Lets get back to me…lol…in my journey from then to now being 44, and wow, what has happened, how in the world has 44 years gone by so fast?  Yikes, but it has, and much life has been lived, I have had my failures, that I have no clue how I made it through, other than the grace of God, and His mercy pushing me through the dark days and nights, it was in those moments crying out loud, screaming at the top of my lungs, asking WHY!?!?!  And knowing deep down, when I allowed myself to feel, that He has me, He has me right where I need to be, it was ok for me to feel the pain, the uncertainty, the confusion, and the agony of defeat, it was a great learning ground, for where I had to learn to pick myself back up, to brush myself off, and to trust in me once again, to begin to walk out of the darkness and towards a small shimmering light, sharing that there was hope, that there was answers, that I had to be the one to take that move, whether it was being dragged, crawling, walking, and then to running…my failures has helped me to be stretched, to mature, to teach me that ALL things are possible, that it is ok to fail, and that it is perfectly ok to be normal in that failure, but not normal to stay…I had a right to right the ship, to make the small adjustments, and then bigger ones…it was ok for me to see myself as a success even though failure was all around me, the voices/people reminding me of them, but it was inside of me that I needed to see myself as successful, as that warrior of success, that I was victories, and that victory is who I am, the manifestation just has not happened…yet.

See, I have a story as do you.  It just has different details.  We have ALL failed!  So what, we are human, and to be human, failure is not just an option, it is a reality of life…BUT then there is the alternative, there is the reverse side of that coin, there is success…there is another side of my story, YOUR story…it is in this amazing journey on and in this blog whereby we will see and experience many stories of failures turned around into the success that it is meant to be.  I implore you to stick around, get involved, and share this blog with those that have had hurts, pains, triumphs, successes, and lets band together, let us grow together, and help one another.  Let us minimize the pit falls, and maximize our successes.

Infuseyou.org is OUR page, it is OUR story, it is OUR success!